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The Hell We Have Chosen

by Strixskog

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Shake your fists to the sky Curse the god you choose You cannot hide from the lie This is the hell you chose Rip the blood from the earth Scatter the ashes of man Sow your seeds of rage In this the hell we've chose  The land is burning The sickness spreads The mirrors scream apocalypse This is the end The trenches dig themselves Humanity waits in line Eager to kill to prove It’s not our fault Armored with hypocrisy We forge the world we want to see Fingers point Our tongues like whips Scourging the truth we hate Empires fall Structure devolves Upon each other blame it all Never look inside to see The heart of malice beats in me Mouths preach love Eyes weep for forgiveness  While we beat The bleeding idealess senseless Joining in the throng Of the spiritually malformed We revel in the underworld We use our hate to forge There is no hope In the creatures we’ve become We live our lives Demonizing everyone We are slaves to the world  That we have made Hells already here Your living it today 
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I see a heaven on earth It shines as gold its glass parades an endless stream of wonder The many gather They flock with slack jaws and open eyes Together we watch the holy ones dance and sing We eat our fill of needless things We laugh together, senseless and dull If our joy is so great, why are we so empty? Why do we clap and ask for more? Who are these risen gods demanding we sit at their feet? Why do we let them devour our spirits When they are no greater than we? What are we worth Why do we live? Is it simply to revel in pleasure? Rutting and feasting like pigs? Once when we were free We stood with pride Exalting creation Knowing ourselves through the eyes of life Unhampered by the miasma Of our primal instincts How did we fall? How did we come to inhabit one mind? The flesh of our idols Whispering secrets Clamping on collars and choking our spirits Year after year A slow decay Showing us a better way We walked willing onto the altar And offered up our necks It’s all a lie A snare made of pleasure Seek for yourself  And never endeavor To look beyond and find something new Topple their statues Build something new! Animals rule in the the house of man Sheep with crowns  bleating commands I see them clear                   these beasts as gods I revile these fallen kings I deny the will of man I will seek a better path Free of these beasts as gods
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Frozen is the path through these memories My mind is cold torment a place where I am forced to walk Encased like statues the past reaches out Their eyes and hands filled with anguish and sorrow  I turn my head from the ones I left I close my eyes to the deeds I’ve done  I look at what I’ve built in the place of those I cared A monument of sand are my achievements  and my sorrow is the coming tide I am crushed, battered in the storm of my own making My pallid mask veils the great deceit I am not content, I have no peace, I am not proud of who and what I am I betrayed those whom I love I betrayed all that I stood for I weep alone in this world devoid of love A world I created for my own The mouths of man They recognize what I’ve achieved Parasitic sycophants say:  what I’ve burned is worth what I’ve made But I see clay running through my fingers  I try to create but it all just falls apart I know the truth The fear I dare not speak This life is wasted  and it’s me who threw it away The things I cared for the ones I needed  most In my dreams they bleed and scream my name I did not kill them but I cut them just the same Now I’m alone in dark, in pain Buried in a tomb Built of my shame Who can lift this crushing weight Who can lift the sorrow off my back Will no one help, will no one lend a hand? They all are gone And I’m to blame I chose this life I dug my grave I burned the bridges.   That I made I can’t go back Can’t be forgave I hate myself I hate the strife  I chose the world Over life Now all is silence  All is cold The end is near This death foretold  My sorrow hangs Around my neck.     The rope I use To hang my self The world I chose  To leave behind  Has nothing left I cannot hide The spirits crushed Beneath my boots The ones I spurned The ones I used They do not watch They do not cheer There is no one  That I hold dear Now all is cold The frost entombs Oblivion My mind consumes Now all is cold Now all is not numb It is the the end Forgive me all The ones I left behind 
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The towers you build may shine in the light Lofty pillars to pride your mark on life They already crumble  They rust and they break You build for what? You build your mistakes Your faces you mask In beauty you languor Youth is your god, you worship the mirror Age sits on shoulders Everyday you decay Your beauty is rotting in your wasted grave The crowds they are flocking They praise your name Adoring and smiling you are what they crave In a year or one hundred All you are will be dust Your followers forgotten Your name but a husk For pleasure you yearn For pleasure you give Your body a temple for others to live Delusion holds fast  Your alone with the many Used and abused for your throwaway body Nothing remains Nothing will last In the end there will be only ash Bury yourself  In delusions of grandeur The things you’ve given meaning Will eventually surrender to the pyre.     Build up the fire Look upon the life you stand And see sinking in like sand What was the purpose What did it mean? The lessons of the past Buried beneath the masses Of Ashes Ashes to ashes
5.
Harrowing and gaunt Your shade shifts in the murk of your deeds Stalking the unknowing Bleeding the bereft No fellow to man No lender of hand Deed upon deed you worship upon your own alter You sacrifice the lives of others You burn all belief You spurn all in faith You dwell in the cold embrace of nothingness For what will you stand? For what will you not bend? There is no wrong And rights what you command Your hex burns bright on your tongue like wicked flame Perverting the lost to peruse your realm of pain You are the lies That causes man to hang You are the shadow That leads all to early graves You laugh and celebrate as the world dissolves to dust For you there is no redemption There is no hallowed ground You are the true nightmare You are what man should fear For in mankind’s reflection you are always near You are the animal within The instincts to follow unhindered desire To bask in immorality For the sake of your own rotting vanity You hate what you are You hate all creation You wish for the death of every creed and nation The truth is your afraid To face the coming day And though you whisper death You hold onto every breath  The paradox of the wicked life Within is the greatest strife  You fear to face yourself  So you turn on life instead Pain is the purpose of your existence. Yet pain of living is what you fear You prey on the weak but fail to see You are a slave A slave to your own darkness
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Frothing at the mouth Ripping at your eyes You cannot believe The product of your lies Led to a place Where there is no escape The final entombment True death's embrace Your life was lived For pain and pleasure You find now in the end You will have neither Your choices were many Like the patchwork of your veins You sliced them open And bleed your fate into your grave Hear the chorus  Wailing in the dark Feel the strangling fear As the lid begins to shut Nothing is left For you to say or do Weeping and silent sorrow Is all that’s left for you In life there was no justice Or so you said and thought You took it on yourself  To twist the lives you took apart Many denied you Many tried to plead You laughed at their sadness You mocked their every tear Now in the end  See justice is patient  The many stand above Silent as they watch you You cannot understand  What you did to be here The folly of your ways Has blinded you in fear This is your end This is your truth  You chose this hell Now live it’s truth The light is shut out You raise your hands and cry Your time has run out Forever you shall die Drowning in remorse And weeping in silent sorrow

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Strixskog was originally founded by Ærendraca, and the lineup was consistently changing over several years. The band further experimented with different genres and started with dungeon synth and dark ambient albums. However, it recently released a new record that set a new vision and approach to the music and style. The Hell We Have Chosen is an epitaph for modern life and society, and it is a call for repentance and inner change. The album art was done by Anna "Crimson Soil" Bantle, and it depicted flagellants during the act of penance. This symbolism resembled the main idea of the new album, and it fully illustrated the sound and atmosphere of its songs.

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released January 18, 2023

Ærendraca - guitars, bass and compositions
Manticorus - lyrics and vocals
Wayfarer - engineering and additional recording
Anna "Crimson Soil" Bantle - artwork and design

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